More than often, we put our own interests above others, that's because we care for ourselves. It is not selfish.

It is only selfish when you drag others into it without a speck of consideration.

No, this isn't right by me. It's time.

I screwed up again. I'm not ready.

Deep inside, I know it myself. As I step out of this door, I'm never turning back. It was room of many memories, of what it was to live the dream and to care less.

Times have changed, time waits for no man. Now, it is a flight of stairs, to the top. With each step, I am more aware and I will never allow myself to trip again.

The End.

I often mused to myself how people would view me in their eyes.

Am I an arrogant person? Or was I one of those that would succumb to despair and let the emotions take control of all my rational choices?

As I reflect, I thought of the latter. There was a reason why they gave me the nickname of despair, I allowed my negative emotions to swallow my logical side of the brain, did many things that would utterly spell of selfishness and self centerdness. 

What was it that I truly want to be? Mistakes happen, everyone does. I looked into it, I heard the explanations and I forgave, but I never forget.

Unless that individual has ill intentions, I never once belittled the worthiness of the company.

We all have much to learn. I need to look into myself more. Will it be too late by the time I start laughing at who I was before?

Time will tell.